Lately I find Myself wondering if the right one for Me is out there.... somewhere.... anywhere.
As I get older, soon to be 50, I find My tastes still changing. Kink isn’t as important to me as finding something lasting. In today’s world that is very hard to find but a very cherished commodity. Many I’ve met seem to be in it merely for the thrill, the rush of being helpless but not in the permanent way I’m seeking. As the years pass, I find Myself more interested in the traditional female... I don’t need or want a maid, a mother or someone to clean up after Me. After what seems like a lifetime of being on My own, I’ve gotten that part down. What I do find Myself looking for mostly is companionship....not merely sex, kink, or a weekend of BDSM before returning to the real world on Monday morning. Living in a rural area, I find I enjoy My quiet time away from the noise and crowds of a city atmosphere. I can look out My front window and see farm land as far as the eye can see. The sound of birds and the wind....things we, as a world now it seems take for granted and rarely even think about, only make Me want to share this life with another. I am not a sugar daddy by any means and not looking for a female to take care of because, the sad part is, most younger submissive females aren’t submissive at all but more or less want someone to take care of them so they can do nothing. I don’t blame them. Sadly it is the world that has evolved around us. I often wonder about starting a family but, at My age, I wouldn’t want to be the guy that looks like My kid(s)’ grandfather at school and public functions, let alone lose that aspect of being there later in life for them as I believe a father should. Aside from My views on a female’s place, which to most are antiquated and repulsive to some, I do believe in parents that raise a family right, with strong values...something we are all lacking to an extent as proof of the world news these days.
Yes, to all those who tell Me this isn’t a dating website or personals page, I understand....merely giving some insight to the Man behind the blog.